{"id":6119,"date":"2022-10-16T21:37:26","date_gmt":"2022-10-16T21:37:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mindthepositive.com\/?p=6119"},"modified":"2024-10-06T21:37:44","modified_gmt":"2024-10-06T21:37:44","slug":"kova-listesi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mindthepositive.com\/tr\/kova-listesi\/","title":{"rendered":"Kova Listesi"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Ge\u00e7en hafta sal\u0131 (11 Ekim 2022) hayat\u0131m\u0131n en deli, en \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n, en yap\u0131lmayacak \u015feyini yapt\u0131m. Y\u0131llard\u0131r yapmay\u0131 istedi\u011fim, bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc cesaret edemedi\u011fim, bir yandan da f\u0131rsat bulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir \u015feydi bu. Ben bile kendime inanam\u0131yorum. Geriye bak\u0131yorum, ger\u00e7ekle haf\u0131zamda kalan hat\u0131ra aras\u0131nda bir bo\u015fluk var sanki. Nas\u0131l anlatsam ki\u2026 Uykunda bir k\u00e2bus g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn, kan ter i\u00e7inde uyan\u0131rs\u0131n; i\u015fte o cinsten bir \u015fey. Ama benimkisinin r\u00fcya olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kesin! Gayet de ger\u00e7ek! As\u0131l can al\u0131c\u0131 k\u0131s\u0131m, ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan \u00e7ok, bende yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 duygu, alg\u0131, tutum ve hayata yakla\u015f\u0131m bi\u00e7iminde de\u011fi\u015fiklik. Breakthrough dedikleri gibi, kendimi a\u015fma, kendimden yeni bir ben \u00e7\u0131karma ve belki de \u00e7ok \u00fcst seviyede bir \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck hissini tatmaya hizmet etti.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAaaayh! Yeter! Hadi s\u00f6yle art\u0131k, ne yapt\u0131n?!\u201d diyorsunuzdur\u2026 Vallahi \u015fu sat\u0131rlar\u0131 yazarken bile kalbim k\u00fct-k\u00fct at\u0131yor. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc kendimce anormal \u00f6tesi bir \u015fey yapt\u0131m! Ne yapt\u0131m, biliyor musunuz? Aya\u011f\u0131 yere basan normal insan\u0131n yukar\u0131ya bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 o masmavi g\u00f6\u011fe bir p\u0131rp\u0131r u\u00e7a\u011f\u0131yla \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p 4200 metreden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 atlad\u0131m. \u0130\u015fin \u00f6z\u00fc bu! Ama nas\u0131l, hangi ara\u00e7larla, kimle, hangi cesaretle bunu yapt\u0131m; i\u015fte o ayr\u0131 hik\u00e2ye\u2026 Akl\u0131m yettik\u00e7e payla\u015faca\u011f\u0131m. Neden? Hava atmak i\u00e7in asla! Tersine; ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m hisleri ve kendime katt\u0131\u011f\u0131m hayat derslerini payla\u015fmak maksad\u0131yla. Kaleme ald\u0131k\u00e7a daha iyi g\u00f6rebiliyorum. Bu sat\u0131rlar\u0131 (\u015fu anda &#8211; 16 Ekim 2022, pazar; 12:47) tu\u015flarken bile o an\u0131 yeniden ya\u015f\u0131yor, ayn\u0131 heyecan\u0131 i\u00e7imde capcanl\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yorum\u2026 \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc as\u0131l olay atlay\u0131\u015fta de\u011filmi\u015f me\u011fer, kendimi a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 b\u0131rakana kadarm\u0131\u015f; zihnimden ve kalbimden ge\u00e7enlerdeymi\u015f\u2026 Ve tabii ki de sonras\u0131nda bende olu\u015fan yans\u0131malardaym\u0131\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Olay, 11 Ekim Sal\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc, Barcelona\u2019ya 1,5 saat uzakl\u0131kta bir kasaba olan Empuriabrava\u2019da (https:\/\/www.skydiveempuriabrava.com\/) ge\u00e7iyor. Kocam k\u0131z\u0131m ve ben, bizi tam olarak nelerin bekledi\u011fini bilmeden, heyecan i\u00e7inde oraya vard\u0131k. Kay\u0131t i\u015flemlerin ard\u0131ndan, birlikte (tandem-ikili) atlayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z e\u011fitmenlerimizle tan\u0131\u015f\u0131p k\u0131sa brifing ald\u0131k ve ekipmanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00fczerimize ge\u00e7irip u\u00e7a\u011fa y\u00f6neldik. \u00c7al\u0131\u015fan motorun p\u00fcsk\u00fcrtt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc havay\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcze alarak u\u00e7a\u011fa bindik. Geni\u015f bir boruyu and\u0131ran oturma d\u00fczenekli bir p\u0131rp\u0131r u\u00e7a\u011f\u0131yd\u0131. \u015eahsi e\u015fyalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ve telefonlar\u0131 merkezin ofisinde b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Ben tabii ki, i\u015fimi sa\u011flama almak ad\u0131na -ne olur ne olmaz diye- beni sabah arayan ve \u201cnereye gidiyorsunuz?\u201d diye soran arkada\u015f\u0131ma annemin numaras\u0131n\u0131 ve evin anahtar\u0131n\u0131n yerini s\u00f6yledim\u2026. (Geriye bak\u0131yorum da\u2026 arkada\u015f\u0131ma amma b\u00fcy\u00fck bir sorumluluk y\u00fcklemi\u015fim!) Atlamay\u0131 niyet etsem de, T\u00fcrkiye\u2019deki KBB doktoruma mesaj att\u0131m ve \u201cpara\u015f\u00fctle atlayaca\u011f\u0131m, 4200 metre y\u00fcksekte bas\u0131n\u00e7 fark\u0131ndan kula\u011f\u0131ma zarar gelir mi?\u201d diye sordum. Yan\u0131t ge\u00e7 geldi. Ben u\u00e7a\u011fa binmi\u015ftim\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Toplam 15 ki\u015fi, o darac\u0131k alanda, yan yana ve y\u00fcz y\u00fcze yerle\u015fmi\u015f halde, emniyet kemerlerimiz ba\u011fl\u0131, g\u00f6\u011fe do\u011fru y\u00fckselmeye ba\u015flad\u0131k. Sa\u011f \u00e7apraz\u0131mda kocam, kar\u015f\u0131mda e\u011fitmenim Xavier, onun yan\u0131nda (sol \u00e7apraz\u0131mda) video ve foto\u011fraflar\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7ekecek olan arkada\u015f (heyecandan ismini zihnime kaydetmemi\u015fim) ve iki yan\u0131mda kocam\u0131n foto\u011fraf\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 ve e\u011fitmeni\u2026 \u00f6ylece y\u00fckseliyoruz. Biz son atlayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in kokpitin yan\u0131nday\u0131z. Arada paravan vs olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in, pilotu ve u\u00e7u\u015f g\u00f6stergelerin hepsini g\u00f6r\u00fcyoruz. Ama benim g\u00f6z\u00fcm bir \u015fey g\u00f6recek halde de\u011fil, g\u00f6z g\u00f6r\u00fcyor ama zihin proses etmiyor; heyecandan kalbim sanki yerinden f\u0131rlayacak\u2026 K\u0131z\u0131m ilk atlayaca\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in u\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n di\u011fer ucunda, kap\u0131n\u0131n dibinde. 8-10 kafan\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ancak g\u00f6rebiliyorum onu. O da heyecanl\u0131! Ama onunkisi gen\u00e7li\u011fin ve delikanl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n verdi\u011fi cesaretle kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k bir heyecan\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bir yandan y\u00fckseliyoruz, bir yandan sohbet ediyoruz\u2026 Arkamdaki pencereden d\u0131\u015far\u0131 bak\u0131yorum, her \u015fey k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, tarlalar, bulutlar\u2026 THY u\u00e7u\u015funda pencereden bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m manzaralarla ayn\u0131\u2026 Ama ne ben ayn\u0131y\u0131m ne de bakan g\u00f6zlerim ve y\u00fcre\u011fim. Yan\u0131mdaki arkada\u015f kolundaki altimetreyi g\u00f6sterip \u201c1500 metreye vard\u0131k, 4200\u2019e \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131z, daha var\u201d diyor. Ben \u201cAllah\u0131m\u2026 ne i\u015fim var benim burada\u2026 ne yap\u0131yoruz biz\u2026\u201d diye i\u00e7imden ge\u00e7iriyorum. Sonra ona, kaydetti\u011fi kameraya d\u00f6nerek \u201cBunu bir daha yapmamam i\u00e7in bana hat\u0131rlat!\u201d diyorum\u2026 Asl\u0131nda mesaj kendime! Kocam sonradan anlat\u0131yor; me\u011ferse benim betim benzim atm\u0131\u015f, y\u00fcz\u00fcm bembeyaz haldeymi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Bunlar olup biterken birden durdum! \u0130\u00e7inde oldu\u011fum sis perdesini aralamaya karar verdim. Derin nefes al\u0131p vermeye ba\u015flad\u0131m! Ve bakt\u0131m, ne i\u00e7in orada oldu\u011fumun bilincine vararak, fark ederek dikkatle kendi i\u00e7ime d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Y\u0131llard\u0131r yapmay\u0131 istedi\u011fim ve \u00f6lmeden \u00f6nce yap\u0131lacaklar listesine (Bucket List*) koydu\u011fum hayalimi ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftiriyor oldu\u011fumu hat\u0131rlad\u0131m. \u00d6zg\u00fcr iradem ve bilin\u00e7li tercihimle oradayd\u0131m\u2026 Orada olmay\u0131 ve bu deneyimi ya\u015famay\u0131 ger\u00e7ekten istedi\u011fim i\u00e7in oradayd\u0131m. \u0130\u00e7imdeki korku ve bitmeyen heyecana ra\u011fmen, kararl\u0131yd\u0131m\u2026 Keyfini \u00e7\u0131karaca\u011f\u0131m!!!<\/p>\n<p>Ve\u2026 Y\u00fckselme bitti, vakit geldi. \u0130kili atlayacak bizler son haz\u0131rl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yapt\u0131k; kanguru gibi, e\u011fitmen kemeriyle kemerlerimize ba\u011flanmas\u0131 yoluyla birbirimize yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. U\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u2026 K\u0131z\u0131m atlamaya haz\u0131r\u2026 Avucuma bir \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fck kondurup ona do\u011fru \u00fcfleyerek ona \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fck g\u00f6nderdim; avucuyla onu yakalay\u0131p kalbine koydu. Ayn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yaparak bana \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6nderdi. Veee\u2026 hooop atlad\u0131! Atlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0131rada ne kayg\u0131 ne korku vard\u0131! Sevin\u00e7 ve mutluluk vard\u0131! U\u00e7aktan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 izlerken zihnim 18 sene \u00f6ncesine gitti; do\u011fdu\u011fu g\u00fcne, do\u011fdu\u011fu ana ve haline\u2026 K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck, saf ve savunmas\u0131z bebekli\u011fine\u2026 O an zihnimdeki k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n yeniden do\u011fu\u015funa tan\u0131k oldum\u2026 K\u0131z\u0131m b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc! Kendini bilen, zeki, becerikli ve hayat\u0131yla ilgili ak\u0131ll\u0131 kararlar alabilen birey oldu. Bir anne ba\u015fka ne isteyebilir ki?<\/p>\n<p>Ben bunlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken, tekli atlayanlar gitmi\u015fti bile ve s\u0131ra ben ve kocama geldi\u2026 Kap\u0131ya ilerledik ve kap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda (-10 derece) so\u011fuk havan\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcme vuru\u015fuyla birlikte kocama d\u00f6n\u00fcp (\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ilk ben son o atlad\u0131k) \u201cbye\u201d dedim\u2026 Kameraman\u0131m \u00f6nden atlam\u0131\u015f, havada beni bekliyordu! Derin nefes ald\u0131m, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 bakt\u0131m ve \u201ci\u015fte budur, keyfini \u00e7\u0131kar\u201d dedim i\u00e7imden. Ve biz -Xavier ile ben- bir dakika boyunca hava bo\u015flu\u011funda a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 do\u011fru son h\u0131zla inmeye ba\u015flad\u0131k. Ku\u015f gibi\u2026 Kollar\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131yor, kurba\u011fa y\u00fczme hareketleri yap\u0131yor, kendi eksenimizde d\u00f6n\u00fcyorduk\u2026 Ve i\u00e7imden \u201cShirli, bu ger\u00e7ek\u2026 serbest u\u00e7uyorsun\u2026\u201d (Asl\u0131nda son h\u0131zla a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 do\u011fru iniyorduk, o ba\u015fka!!!) \u201c\u2026ve sen, korkun ve kayg\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcnden az daha \u015funun zevkini \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcyordun\u201d dedim\u2026 \u0130\u015fte o anda, bunu bir daha yapabilece\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm!<\/p>\n<p>M\u00fcthi\u015f \u00f6tesi bir deneyimdi. Bir dakikan\u0131n sonunda Xavier para\u015f\u00fct\u00fc a\u00e7t\u0131 ve biz h\u0131zla a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 giderken birden yukar\u0131 y\u00fckselmeye ba\u015flad\u0131k. Ve be\u015f dakika kadar, a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fck. Aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131ndaki manzaran\u0131n ihti\u015fam\u0131 bir yana, havada duran ben ve beyaz Nike\u2019lar\u0131m\u0131n o manzaran\u0131n i\u00e7indeki ger\u00e7ekli\u011fi daha bir muhte\u015femdi. Dahas\u0131 var m\u0131? Ku\u015f gibi u\u00e7mu\u015fum ve a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 iniyordum. Hi\u00e7 al\u0131\u015f\u0131k olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m duygu ve deneyim olmas\u0131ndan dolay\u0131 korku tabii ki vard\u0131\u2026 Ama, an\u0131n bende b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 heyecan ve tad\u0131na varma arzusu korkuyu alt etmi\u015fti. \u0130\u015fte, adrenalinin tavan yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 an diyebilirim. Ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7 noktas\u0131na -\u00e7imlik alana- indi\u011fimizde korku, kayg\u0131 veya heyecandan sanki eser kalmad\u0131\u2026 Geriye derin uyan\u0131\u015flar, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler ve duygular kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-5126\" src=\"https:\/\/mindthepositive.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/91fda86d-7ca0-4c6e-a09b-a53eb100e9e1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1600\" height=\"1066\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Merak edersiniz diye birka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da payla\u015f\u0131yorum\u2026<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>K\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n atlay\u0131\u015f\u0131, g\u00f6bek ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131n bir defa daha kesili\u015fini ve bizden koparak kendi ayaklar\u0131 \u00fczerinde duru\u015funu temsil ediyor benim i\u00e7in. Onu d\u00fcnyaya getirdi\u011fim an ile u\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131ndan atlay\u0131\u015f an\u0131 birle\u015fti adeta.<\/li>\n<li>Hayat\u0131mda ilk defa, hi\u00e7 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m birine hayat\u0131m\u0131 t\u00fcm\u00fcyle teslim edecek kadar g\u00fcvenmeyi se\u00e7tim. G\u00fcvendim de! T\u00fcrl\u00fc e\u011fitimler ve ki\u015fisel geli\u015fim programlar\u0131na kat\u0131lmama ra\u011fmen, b\u00f6ylesine bir g\u00fcven testinden hi\u00e7 ge\u00e7memi\u015ftim.<\/li>\n<li>Korona ve Pandemi s\u00fcreci bize kontrol\u00fcn bizde olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretmeye \u00e7ok u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131. \u015eahsen bu konuda \u00e7ok ilerledi\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. \u0130lk defa, kontrol\u00fc elinde tutmaktan vazge\u00e7ip (yani, let go edip) i\u015fi bilene vermeyi ba\u015fard\u0131m.<\/li>\n<li>Anlad\u0131m ki, kontrol\u00fc elinden b\u0131rak\u0131nca ancak hayat\u0131n tad\u0131na varmaya ve sundu\u011fu g\u00fczel tatlar\u0131 duymaya f\u0131rsat veriyor insan kendine. Kontrol\u00fc elinde tuttuk\u00e7a, kontrol derdinden hayat\u0131n tad\u0131na varam\u0131yorsun. \u201cBir daha yapmayaca\u011f\u0131m\u201d dedi\u011fim halde, 60 saniyelik o serbest d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015f s\u0131ras\u0131nda \u201cbir daha yapar\u0131m\u201d dedim! Kahramanl\u0131k i\u00e7in de\u011fil, keyfine varmak i\u00e7in!<\/li>\n<li>Kontrol\u00fc b\u0131rakman\u0131n yan\u0131nda, bir deneyimi kendi se\u00e7imim ve kontrol\u00fcm dahilinde tatm\u0131\u015f oldum. Burada bahsini etti\u011fim \u00f6l\u00fcm korkusuyla burun buruna gelme deneyimi. \u015e\u00f6yle ki, \u00f6mr\u00fcmde hayat\u0131m\u0131n gidi\u015fat\u0131na y\u00f6n veren iki olay ya\u015fad\u0131m ve bana \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli mesajlar kazand\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130lki, 1999 depreminde 47 saniye boyunca sars\u0131l\u0131rken \u201cShirli, buradan sa\u011f kurtulursan hayat\u0131n\u0131 istedi\u011fin gibi ya\u015fayacaks\u0131n\u201d diye s\u00f6z vermi\u015ftim kendime. \u0130kincisiyse, 2016 y\u0131l\u0131nda THY\u2019nin NY-IST u\u00e7u\u015funda teknik ar\u0131za nedeniyle (bomba ihbar\u0131ym\u0131\u015f me\u011fer) Halifax\u2019a inmek zorunda kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z 57 dakikal\u0131k ini\u015f s\u0131ras\u0131nda \u201cShirli, yan\u0131nda kocan ve k\u0131z\u0131nla birliktesin, e\u011fer son buysa yapacak bir \u015fey yok; buraya kadar hayat\u0131n\u0131 istedi\u011fin gibi ya\u015fad\u0131n, yapmak istediklerini yapt\u0131n, ki daha yapacak \u00e7ok \u015feyin oldu\u011funu da biliyorsun\u2026 Ve buradan sa\u011f kurtulursan hayat\u0131n\u0131 aynen ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n gibi ya\u015famaya devam et!\u201d demi\u015ftim kendime. Ve bu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fcs\u00fc\u2026 \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc yine \u00f6l\u00fcm korkusuyla y\u00fczle\u015ftim; ama bu sefer kendi se\u00e7imimle, bilin\u00e7le, fark\u0131ndal\u0131kla ve s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131m\u0131 a\u015farak kendimi ke\u015ffetme sevdas\u0131yla. Ve bu sefer \u201cShirli, hayat\u0131n tad\u0131na varmak istiyorsan, kontrol\u00fc b\u0131rak\u201d \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131m\u0131na vard\u0131m!<\/li>\n<li>KBB doktorum ben havadayken aram\u0131\u015f ve cevap yazm\u0131\u015f\u2026 Ne dedi biliyor musunuz? \u201cYap! Hemen!\u201d Sonras\u0131nda da \u201cyapt\u0131n m\u0131, nas\u0131ld\u0131?\u201d diye de sormu\u015f. Tabii ki de video kayd\u0131yla \u201charikayd\u0131, muhte\u015femdi, inan\u0131lmazd\u0131\u201d diye yan\u0131t g\u00f6nderdim.<\/li>\n<li>Bu yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m anormal \u00f6tesi olay\u0131 \u00e7ok ki\u015fiyle payla\u015fmad\u0131m. Garip olan, zaman ilerledik\u00e7e anormallikten normalli\u011fe d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor olmas\u0131 zihnimde. Anlatt\u0131klar\u0131mdan \u201caman\u0131n, sen ne yapt\u0131n!\u201d t\u00fcr\u00fcnde laflardan tut, annemle babam\u0131n sessizli\u011fe b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcp tepkisiz kalmas\u0131na kadar, farkl\u0131 yans\u0131malar ald\u0131m. Bu yans\u0131malar, bir yandan bunun anormalli\u011fini, di\u011fer yandan da bana katt\u0131\u011f\u0131 kazan\u0131mlar\u0131 ve bir daha atlayabilirim g\u00fcveninden kaynakl\u0131 normalli\u011fini \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yor. Bir di\u011fer ger\u00e7eklikse, e\u011fitmenim Xavier\u2019in sadece o g\u00fcn benimle be\u015finci atlay\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yapm\u0131\u015f olu\u015fu&#8230; Akl\u0131mdaki soru \u015fu: Acaba yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m normal mi, anormal mi? Bu soruyu da size b\u0131rak\u0131yorum!<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Benden bu seferlik bu kadar!<br \/>\nBarcelona\u2019dan Shirli<br \/>\n16 Ekim 2022<\/p>\n<p><em>*Bucket List (Kova Listesi), \u0130ngilizcede sokak diliyle \u00f6lmek anlam\u0131na gelen kicking the bucket deyiminden t\u00fcretilmi\u015ftir. T\u00fcrk\u00e7ede \u201c\u00f6lmeden \u00f6nce yap\u0131lacaklar listesi\u201d diye ge\u00e7er. Bu liste, \u00f6lmeden \u00f6nce yapmay\u0131 istediklerinizi, ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirmeyi istedi\u011finiz hayallerinizi veya deneyimlemek istedi\u011finiz \u015feyleri i\u00e7erir. Neden \u201ckova listesi\u201d denmi\u015f? Bu terim 2007 y\u0131l\u0131nda Bucket List ba\u015fl\u0131kl\u0131 bir filme konu olmu\u015f, 1999 y\u0131l\u0131nda Amerikal\u0131 \u0130ngiliz senaryo yazar\u0131 Justin Zackham taraf\u0131ndan ortaya at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f. Kovaya tekmeye vurmak -\u00f6lmek- deyimine list s\u00f6zc\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc ekleyerek (kicking the bucket list) \u00f6lmeden \u00f6nce yap\u0131lacaklar listesi ifadesini olu\u015fturmu\u015f. Jack Nicholson ve Morgan Freeman\u2019\u0131n ba\u015frolde oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu film zaman\u0131nda \u00e7ok ses getirmi\u015ftir ve san\u0131r\u0131m \u201cmutlaka ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirilecek hayaller listesi\u201d kavram\u0131n\u0131 hepimizin akl\u0131na yerle\u015ftirmi\u015ftir.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ge\u00e7en hafta sal\u0131 (11 Ekim 2022) hayat\u0131m\u0131n en deli, en \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n, en yap\u0131lmayacak \u015feyini yapt\u0131m. Y\u0131llard\u0131r yapmay\u0131 istedi\u011fim, bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc cesaret edemedi\u011fim, bir yandan da f\u0131rsat bulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir \u015feydi bu. Ben bile kendime inanam\u0131yorum. Geriye bak\u0131yorum, ger\u00e7ekle haf\u0131zamda kalan hat\u0131ra aras\u0131nda bir bo\u015fluk var sanki. Nas\u0131l anlatsam ki\u2026 Uykunda bir k\u00e2bus g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn, kan ter i\u00e7inde [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5745,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[114],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6119","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-yazilar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindthepositive.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6119","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindthepositive.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindthepositive.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindthepositive.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindthepositive.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6119"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/mindthepositive.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6119\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6121,"href":"https:\/\/mindthepositive.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6119\/revisions\/6121"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindthepositive.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5745"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mindthepositive.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6119"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindthepositive.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6119"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mindthepositive.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6119"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}